tomorrow will be the day when i first go out with a guy after my last relationship. no i dun have any feeling for him, i agreed in the first place is becos i treat him as my elder brother. u may think tat im quite cruel but i had asked him before if he likes me and he said no. i hope he really mean that. i am sick of friends starting to confess to me, really, i really hate to lose a friend liddat.

i wonder how it’ll go… hope tat he will nt be as shy as my ex. hope tat he will nt feel like my ex.

hoping….